my visits to philadelphia are always bittersweet for me. i always am incredibly excited to go, see my friends, and have an incredible time. but coming home is difficult. i had a good 3 hours on the train back to nyc to think about how life moves on, and how different mine would be if i did stay in philadelphia. i feel like i have written countless blogs about this, but it is something i think about a lot. and especially now that i am basically restarting my life, it is difficult to go back to philadelphia where i had lots of incredible relationships back to ny where i am just starting to create new ones. and going back to see the shows at sju (as good or bad as they are) make me miss performing more than ever. as much as i don't miss the work that came with it, i do miss being in college. who knew i would ever say that.
regardless of how difficult it is for me to come back, i had a wonderful time full of cupcakes, sams, wawa, the pub, and grilled deliciousness. i also learned that i basically burn bridges with a lot of people. wow, go me. something i can work on for the future? i think yes. but i basically can't change who i am. so that's that.
i don't have anything special in store for this week. i'm hoping the weather stays nice (although it is a bit cold right now) so i can walk home from work. because after the weekend, i am completely disgusted with my health. i need to change that stat. no more cupcakes. bring on the pinkberry.
~annalisa
ps. picture of my haircut per kari's request
1 comment:
lovesss the hair!
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